February 2011
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Curiosity may be my biggest downfall. I’m so curious to try and know different things that it may get me in trouble. I don’t need to know everything and I definitely don’t need to try everything. But I just want to go through so many different experiences I don’t know where to start and when to stop. I hope I don’t go crazy in college because I’m already...
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I think I think too much in the future. I feel like everything I do now should help me then. Having this mindset kind of prevents me from doing things that I really desire to do now. I would go more in this topic but I’ll just talk about it at a later date.
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Relationships.
I don’t know if it’s leading people or what but I get too bored with people. Everything will be going great but then it’s just that one point where it’s just like okay and? Like what happens next? We like each other, we know. We’re still getting to know each other. That’s all lilacs and peaches but that’s it. I never been “wowed,” I’ve...
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I just got home from the nail salon. I was there since 3:30. How is that even possible? I was going to go out after but now that it’s snowing, I’ll pass. I’ll just watch movies for the rest of the night.
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I’m so excited for college right now. It’s ridiculous.
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I got into Rutgers University: New Brunswick.
I got into my top top school. No one knows how much I was stressing this acceptance. Like I complained to everyone about how I didn’t think I was getting in because everyone around me was finding out before me. I applied a week after early action and people who applied later heard from them. I checked my admission status everyday and it continuously said In Process. I applied to the business...
A: Marry me?
B: I do.
I really want to talk to someone.
niawashere:
But I’m afraid if I open my mouth nothing will come out. I don’t really know how to talk to people about stuff like this. I’m not so good at letting people in. I wish I was, but I don’t know how. I was once, but they left. And after them I didn’t really want to anymore. Its not that I don’t trust anyone, I just feel like life will be easier if I keep the heavy shit to myself....
I need a drink.
Hiding behind a smile isn’t going to cut it anymore.
All smiles over here.
I wish I had a laptop. I would be on tumblr a whole lot more. Most of the time I’m just in bed relaxing. I’m such a bum lol. I had a tumblr app for my phone but it’s too much of a hassle to load my dashboard and I lose patience with it. I’m just going to lay down back in bed.
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Stress and aggravation is taking over me.
I’m just mad at everything and I’m stressing over nothing. My midterm grades are back and I did well so why am I still stressed? Everyone told me I looked angry today. I was. I don’t know what I was angry at I just was. Better yet, I still am angry. I’m annoyed, stressed, agitated and all other synonymous word that go along with it. I barely talked today and tomorrow...
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I got into Temple University.
This was one of my top choice schools. There’s hope for me after all.
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I think it’s the weirdest thing when someone I’m texting responds a second after I look at my phone. Like as I look at my phone to check, they text me. It only happens to certain people.
I perfectly paralleled parked today. I was telling people all day; I was so happy. I’m such a child. I didn’t hit a car or snow or anything. I was pleasantly surprised.
I regret starting this conversation. I feel like I’m going to knock out soon and I don’t want to be a jerk and just have a conversation for 20 minutes. So to avoid that whole “jerk”-ness I will try to stay awake as long as possible. Stupid idea, I know.
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The midterm I have been stressing over for was AP Psychology and I got a B. Now I’m stressing over PreCalc and Anatomy. My math teacher will not tell anyone their grades until report cards come out so I can’t know before my mom knows. And I might be getting a C+ in that class because I have been slacking on the homework. Shame on me. In regards to Anatomy, that midterm kind of whooped...
I have my mother’s dreams, I have my father’s eyes You can’t take that from me, just go ahead and try.
hellobeq:
at times, i feel like my mind can be my own worst enemy. i think too much and that’s the problem. a subject can be over but for me it will always have it’s own living arrangements in the back of my mind. it’s really bad, as much as i try to forget or get over something, i can’t..
Hopefully this isn’t awkward. *crosses fingers*
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I got into SUNY: New Paltz.
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I got into SUNY: New Paltz.
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March 4th, 2000.
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lokita:
Most of the time, when you’re in high school you get with someone because you’re physically attracted to them. There are few relationships that I’ve witnessed that have been able to last beyond artificial reasons. I think some of that stems from being around the same group of boys since the 6th grade. It’s like, if me and a guy didn’t work out by now, it’s not happening. In my opinion,...
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“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what...”
– Alice in Wonderland (via bohemianreverie)
I hate feeling too much like a girl. My nails are bothering me tremendously. My friend gave me a french manicure but there is a white and glitter line. I’m staring at this glitter and I can’t stand it after awhile. There’s some days where I like to get extremely dressed up but I can’t just do it everyday. Now that I think about it, I need some more sweats.
I love when I ask someone for music suggestions and they actually think of artists I’d actually like. I actually listen to everything someone suggests. Even though my iTunes library is kind of big, I don’t just listen to anything but I’m open to a lot.
"I don't like insecure women"
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I know confidence is at the top of almost every man’s list when it comes to The Ideal Woman. I know it’s attractive for a girl to embrace her imperfections. I know it gets annoying when girls cannot contain their jealousy. I know hearing “I’m fat” in every conversation is a complete turn-off.
But what I also know is that having an “I don’t like insecure women” mindset is a little...